Prego thoughts!

As you all know Im having a baby girl- due June 1st. 

and believe it or not that is only 3 short months from now....

Time has seriously flown by, I feel like I just found out and it still hasnt really hit home that Im about to be a Mommy of 2 lil' girls, Destiny will be turning 5 June 24th so there is a 5yr gap between them, which makes it so surreal that Im not going to have just 1 lil girl, like it has been for the past five years.

I know this sounds crazy but it is  difficult for me to imagine another child being as great as Destiny.... That sound horrible when I say it, but I just feel like Destiny was the perfect child, she's the prettiest, the most well behaved, and loves all the things I love, and we do everything together..... She has been my world since I was prego with her.... and its really hard to imagine a child that can compare--- Dont most people think their child is perfect and they wouldn't change a thing?

That being said-- Im NOT in anyway saying I dont love this new baby, and wont love her just as much and will think she is just as  perfect .... Its just hard for me to imagine it.

I hope that Im not alone in feeling/thinking like this, but I cant help it, its there, I cant say " Hey, Brain quit thinking like that" and expect it to change.

My mother got her feathers all ruffled when I told her this, I guess she thought that I didnt love this baby or something..... I tried to explain, but she had her mind made up about what i was trying to say instead of actually listening to me.

Which I guess is why Im pushing my thoughts on you today, I just want to make sure Im not some crazy mom!

 I really believe that I feel this way, because it really hasnt hit home that we are about to have another baby, It feels like something we talk about, but will never actually happen..... Like winning the lottery..lol.

And I have just now begun to start shopping and sewing baby stuff, I do feel more excited about it all when Im creating and shopping for her, seeing the babys new stuff in the house makes me feel like its really happening....

So Am I crazy? Should I be talking to someone about this? or is it perfectly normal?

 I mean seriously how could I not think this Crazy Cutie is perfect??